Dear
New Scientist: I love your magazine, I do. However, since the price to my renew my subscription went from a somewhat modest seventy-four dollars to $182, please assume that you are never getting any money from me ever again. Now stop sending me mail!
Also, while your magazine is usually witty, the letter you sent me is just pretentious. Go away.
In other news, failing at writing again. By failing, I mean that I am pretty much ignoring the requests I promised various people at
talesfortreble and got at least two half finished promised drabbles saved... all of it to be not touched at all while I write a) Paper Mario ficlets and b) about Natsuki Moriyama from P3. The first one is well and good, just an itch I had to scratch, and likely never to see the light of day. (By day, I mean it won't be posted.) The second one begs the question, "why?" I liked her well enough, I thought her character development was well done and that she was one of the three girls in Gekkoukan who shortened their skirt (it likely says a lot about my high school that every frelling girl did so. Literally. Even me, when I could be arsed to wear one). But as for what she had to say... no. I have my P3 voices - when did she become one?
The thing is, I likely could take out half of what I've written, do a find+replace where I substitute in Saki for Natsuki, and it could probably hold up just as well. That wouldn't be fair to either girl, though - and the part of me that loves Saki for no apparent reason would protest.
This is the reason I spent about a half-hour on Google yesterday. There are no pictures of Natsuki on the internet, if Google is to be believed. There is however, one on DevArt. It's not coloured.
Today, however, I intend to do a massive house cleaning. Wish me luck!
How are you, f-list?
ETA: Neil Gaiman has made me feel better about the writing thing.
"Some writers need a while to charge their batteries, and then write their books very rapidly. Some writers write a page or so every day, rain or shine. Some writers run out of steam, and need to do whatever it is they happen to do until they're ready to write again. [...] Sometimes it happens like that. You don't choose what will work. You simply do the best you can each time. And you try to do what you can to increase the likelihood that good art will be created."
I only consider myself a writer in that I like to write, and I'm not terrible at it. A while ago, I pretty much realised I would not make it as a published writer because I'm just not good enough, which I'm actually okay with. Maybe someday when I'm in my fifties or sixties and retired, I can sit down and pound out that novel because why not? But for now, I'm happy to focus on fic.
Still, knowing that it's not just me, that it is actually part of the creative process to just be a bucket of fail once in a while... it helps. ♥